JAV ipx-846

My mother-in-law passed away half a year ago, and my father-in-law has been turning to alcohol because of loneliness. My husband noticed this and invited his father to live with us three months ago. However, my father-in-law drinks even more than before and constantly asks me for money. I want to have a child with my husband, but this situation continues to make me uneasy. My husband is a kind and hardworking man, but he is also shy. Every time he talks to his father, he becomes nervous and cannot express his thoughts. As a result, everything remains the same. After being married for a while, my husband is always busy with work, and now with his father's issues, our sex life is not good, once a month is too much. I always feel lacking, lonely, and have to masturbate when my father-in-law is asleep. But one time, I thought he was asleep and went to my room to masturbate, but he woke up and saw everything! And he found out my secret, using it to sexually assault me! But deep down, something seems to be changing. My mouth says "no," but my body wants my father-in-law to fuck me more! We constantly have sex when my husband is not home. My father-in-law never uses a condom when having sex with me, and of course, sometimes he ejaculates inside me... "I'm sorry to my husband for being a promiscuous woman, but only my father-in-law can satisfy my sexual needs..."