Today is the 3rd anniversary of my husband's passing, and every time I remember, I still can't believe that he left me. Fortunately, for the past 3 years, I have had a close friend by my side taking care of me, helping me forget the pain and emotional emptiness. After days of only relieving the longing for my husband through masturbation, I couldn't continue living like that. I am still young and I want to have sex, to experience pleasure like other women. I have fallen into the arms of my close friend, full of desire. He has a bigger size and better lovemaking skills than my husband, and perhaps I have truly fallen in love with him.